Right Move

Dear Friend,

I am right now at a blank point. I don't know if you understand what I mean. Have you ever felt like you are at a standstill and, Now what to do?, is the question that you keep asking yourself and the question keeps echoing to you but no answer.

You need to find your way. Thats the scariest thing. Finding the right answer. Making the right move. Protecting everyone that you are responsible for.

I wish Life was easy. If our lives were easy, like some of our school exams. No choices, there is only one right answer and you have already learned it.

Have you taken drivers license test in USA? Especially in some States the answer may be a word different from the other 3. Sometimes you loose by a point. Its the same with life.

In life, there are options. Its the right choice that will take you where you want to go. Don't think that many of us know the answer or smart enough to find the right one. Let me tell you something, those of you selected the right answer, at least 90 percent of you didn't choose but things just fell into perspective by God 's grace thats all.

In my life I never had anyone to ask than God about the choice and sometimes the answer were very difficult to find. I had to make a decision finally. I used close my eyes, heart beating faster than lighting, and make the decision. Many times Life does not give you enough time.

Let me tell you something, any decisions that I made keeping God as my all, never failed me. You may say I am just lucky. Lucky is a huge word Dear. I am not even near the word L of 'lucky'. Life has been a struggle for me from the beginning.
I know,..., I know, what you are saying!!..Jessa, do you know what is hunger? ans: NO. Do you know what is Slavery? ans: NO. Do you know being without electricity studying under the street light? ans: NO. Then how do you say, your life is a struggle? To this question, I am lost.

Let me put to picture what it is like to be in my shoe. Do you know how it feels, standing in front of a shop looking at the thing you want the most but can't get. Thats exactly what my life is. I am not talking about a exclusive shoe or other luxuries but basic needs. If you don't travel in car everyday, you don't generally miss it. But when you are given the sample then you cant have it, its horrible. Its like, remember when our Moms used to play, TAKE..OH YOU MISSED..TAKE ...OH YOU MISSED it. Thats exactly how it is.

Now I need to make some choices in my life. If I was alone even falling from a cliff would have been OK but I have a gift. A precious one. I need to make the right move and thats not a choice.

Lord, help me move on successfully in My Life. I cant make one wrong move, if so My kingdom will perish and I will lose the game.

Love
Jess.

PS: Listen to you Mind, It will never be wrong. Be still and Listen.