Frequency Curve

Hello once again,
Hey, do you remember the physics classes we had. Our teach in front of the black board drawing the frequency graph. Yeah! that 's pretty much my life. I would have been on top of the world if it modulated a little less. Man, one day, its full of joy then, for a season something disturbing going on! I dont know how many of us are blessed with this kind of life, but I can assure you when we reach HOME, there is going to be a lot to chat with our Father in heaven about this journey. He may react just as I do to JoAnna, "Jessa, go take a bath. Enough of this. Eat something....." You know, the parent talk. But I sure have a lot of adventure to tell Him. He better be prepared for it. I am Crazy about HIM. My mighty God. Anyway less of spiritual and more to reality...so dear, do you know any solution? If you do please let me know.
I work with a different group of people. Each or most of them are different. Well how different? Very. They use you and then thats it. Just like the bone. They eat to your marrow and chew you out. Oh! mind you I have no issues with these people, My life is too complicated to even bother. But I do like to study people from far. I dont want to befriend any of them. Just watch the wierdness thats all!

You know something, you feel attracted to some people and nothing to others and hatred to few. I dont know why this is so? Isn't it a mystery? That person may not even be your dream figure. But something starts to come alive when around this person and even if you try not to show it, your body just don't cooperate. Believe me this is the worse situation you can be in - when you want to keep your feelings to yourself, your eyes, your body they all becomes your enemy, they just expose you. Traitors! why?

Anyway back to my curve, I need to acheive life. I need to move on in life, climb the ladder. For some people everything comes in a silver platter and others, we need to give our life for it. No no! dont say "Jessa everybody needs to work hard for acheiving this". I am tired of hearing this. Some people do get everything in life. Open your eyes wide and see.

So, How are we going to do it? To make life a little less bumpier!