yep golmaal

as the title says life - a golmaal...atleast i know my life is. where i started and where i am now. been through a lot and still going strong in a rollacoaster. man! when will it stop? i know my life and its problems are nothing when compared to yours darling, but i see urs like the moon in the sky and mine as the ant through a magnifying glass. well thats me.
my life revolves around two things my sister and my daughter..i know nothing else and want nothing to do with anything else.
i wish i had a job because now i get up blank nothing to look forward to. i hate leaving my brain idle. it has nothing to think of , nothing prepare for, nothing, nothing at all. i just float with the time and i have no control over it.
you know i make so many plans i draw chart for executing it unfortunately something, a force, drives it away. great astro s say its the star i am born in..i ve always been fighting with fate..lives been a struggles and a lot of it. i sometimes wish i cud tear myself into a hulk but thats all in movies here on earth we cant do that..no matter what happens we have to put on a sweet costume and on that put a make up called smile....
i ve made a lot of friends and few enemies but i cud never make a close friend..i ve always been traveling places and i am not a person into site seeing. i like to have friends and be with them have fun unfortunately i have never stayed in a place long enough for that. the worst thing is you come from one culture to another and when you are almost accustomed to it you move to another meaning you have nothing of any..a wagabond a nomad horrible atleast they move in groups so they just have to adjust to climate but me to everything...
its been a long journey from the dot to now but still i have nt met you my part where are you how will i know you..are you out there or gone to make a home for us in paradise....dont you think its high time to reveal yourself ???