Wednesday, December 20, 2006

the boiling blood

i am an optimist..a major one. but as time pass by i am toning down. as a young girl i was out to capture the whole world. i would feel that i can do anything, there was nothing that could stop me. i never realised that there are things beyond our control that could write our destiny. now i know how much ever we try there is something called our fate line that drives us.

as a young girl i wanted to be everything. i knew i had the drive, the courage, and the power to be. i was always flying on horse back. but as i grew older i knew i had travel along with the wind, it was too strong to fight against. i made some wrong decisions and god made some for me..

when i look back what i was and what i am now is as different as the day and the night. my sister tells me what we are today is what we aspired to...well i never wanted tb...i never aspired to be here all locked up from all sides...may be the path i took might have been wrong but i am ready to correct it..but how ? i have no knowledge. where to start ? no idea...but i know one thing i will come out again flying on my horse back this time for real...

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