Seasons in Life

How fast we change costumes in life?
I was married for 7 years 6 months and 7 days.
Characters that played the major role: Prestige, Money, Betrayal and Lies. Love, a guest appearance.
Everyone who saw the opening scene knew it was going to be an Oscar winner with twists and turns; Bomb shells and bullets. Never before imagined plots.
People around us feared having to put up refugee camps for us; most dear ones took the bail out on the first day itself,and built an electric fence around them. Everyone sympathized with us.
Many tried to bring us together in the name of God. They said,Marriage is made in heaven even when it meant hell. Live till one of you kill the other or learn to LOVE. Wish LOVE would bud from fear or it happened overnight. We tried not days but years but LOVE never came. Love cannot be forced. Its unconditional. It does not come with ego.
The interval. Separation. The dreaded word DIVORCE. The scene still needs a villain. "You will be Damned(sorry for the word) if you do this. You wont reach heaven if you do this. If you suffer this way its OK its the cross that Christ had to bear. Now he has given it to you". My dear, My Christ bore the cross for me so I don't need to carry them. Finally its done.
Before its was just the fence, now people are running like someone sprayed tear gas on them. lol.
There was someone so close to me in this journey. "Don't worry, I will be there, whatever happens, its OK. You should live you life". When reality hit, the tone changed. I have never in my life seen a Judas, but now I know how Lord felt when the last kiss. No ill feeling towards anyone.
Why am I writing this to you? So that you will always keep even the closest one at a distance. Not because they will turn on you but in case.
If 'I' gets destroyed, seasons will still change in all its beauty but 'I' will not be there to enjoy it.