Dear Friend,
I am right now at a blank point. I don't know if you understand what I mean. Have you ever felt like you are at a standstill and, Now what to do?, is the question that you keep asking yourself and the question keeps echoing to you but no answer.
You need to find your way. Thats the scariest thing. Finding the right answer. Making the right move. Protecting everyone that you are responsible for.
I wish Life was easy. If our lives were easy, like some of our school exams. No choices, there is only one right answer and you have already learned it.
Have you taken drivers license test in USA? Especially in some States the answer may be a word different from the other 3. Sometimes you loose by a point. Its the same with life.
In life, there are options. Its the right choice that will take you where you want to go. Don't think that many of us know the answer or smart enough to find the right one. Let me tell you something, those of you selected the right answer, at least 90 percent of you didn't choose but things just fell into perspective by God 's grace thats all.
In my life I never had anyone to ask than God about the choice and sometimes the answer were very difficult to find. I had to make a decision finally. I used close my eyes, heart beating faster than lighting, and make the decision. Many times Life does not give you enough time.
Let me tell you something, any decisions that I made keeping God as my all, never failed me. You may say I am just lucky. Lucky is a huge word Dear. I am not even near the word L of 'lucky'. Life has been a struggle for me from the beginning.
I know,..., I know, what you are saying!!..Jessa, do you know what is hunger? ans: NO. Do you know what is Slavery? ans: NO. Do you know being without electricity studying under the street light? ans: NO. Then how do you say, your life is a struggle? To this question, I am lost.
Let me put to picture what it is like to be in my shoe. Do you know how it feels, standing in front of a shop looking at the thing you want the most but can't get. Thats exactly what my life is. I am not talking about a exclusive shoe or other luxuries but basic needs. If you don't travel in car everyday, you don't generally miss it. But when you are given the sample then you cant have it, its horrible. Its like, remember when our Moms used to play, TAKE..OH YOU MISSED..TAKE ...OH YOU MISSED it. Thats exactly how it is.
Now I need to make some choices in my life. If I was alone even falling from a cliff would have been OK but I have a gift. A precious one. I need to make the right move and thats not a choice.
Lord, help me move on successfully in My Life. I cant make one wrong move, if so My kingdom will perish and I will lose the game.
Love
Jess.
PS: Listen to you Mind, It will never be wrong. Be still and Listen.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Secret to Youth
Today I am going to talk about a secret. I am sure millions of dollars are being spent on inventing man killing, man disfiguring medicines to make you look younger.
Our body is what our mind is and nothing less. And no medicine can do the miracle that God has already revealed and given into your hands.
Look at kids. You say "Kids have no worries". I disagree They have. A pimple is one their major worry. And its a big worry for their young minds like money is for us.
I dont think anyone wants to be a 2 year or even a six or 12 but generally people prefer to always remain 16 to 20. Those are the most beautiful years of any human lives. So lets go back and think what was happening to us at that age. What kept us young were the HORMONES. The desire to explore and conquer the world; the desire to look good; The desire to attract the other sex; The desire to smell the fresh air.
If you can still keep this up, you will look young at even 50. Trust me. That is the secret.
Now how to do this? This is a lot of work. Some of my friends go to gym to reduce weight while others cry about their mass. Unfortunately these things are only going to help with your muscles a lil, or heart, let me put in percentage, 1 %. Why? Because you are not enjoying it but forcing yourself to get on the tread mill or I dont know what people do. (Crying clears ur eyes)
Think how you changed. See worries are your companions and its always going to be there. Dont use that as an excuse to say "Worries made me what I am". Well, a part of it is true.
The other day I went to a party in a Pub. Almost all of them there were young kids. Looking for love. Where are the adults? They are at home worrying, cooking, cleaning, and mouring life. By the way I dont approve of over use of alcohol or any use of drugs OR getting preg at 16 nor having sex with a man you just met at the street light. Letting loose for few hours.
Let me sum it up. Each of us enjoy different things. The key word is ENJOY. Enjoy is not worry free or lack of responsibility enjoy, but engulfing your life you should be that kid you were when you were 16. Believe me, its very difficult.
I used to play batminton, still do, play tag, seventiles. I was a busy body. Now I dont find a lady who does this. You can find Men though doing this and they look young and vital. Ladies, its a rare sight. They always have the babies to take care of but when it comes to work to make money no complains about kids, they are on time. They are busy wanting to look like 60 at the age of 30 and later its too late. And YES they keep visiting the gym to look slim.
The day you stopped being that kid you are in your 60s. Have you noticed, women at 60does not look old. I have heard many people say "Oh my God, She never looked this good in her 30s". What is again the secret of that 60 year old, she is again starting value HER life.
Our kids are the greatest things but how many of us jump along with them and play? If you are doing atleast this, you will look the best.
Take some time to enjoy living. This is the secret. And those medicines, believe me with having artificial hormones in them will still not work for you. So why not let your body do the work of creating natural hormones for you to look FRESH.
Our body is what our mind is and nothing less. And no medicine can do the miracle that God has already revealed and given into your hands.
Look at kids. You say "Kids have no worries". I disagree They have. A pimple is one their major worry. And its a big worry for their young minds like money is for us.
I dont think anyone wants to be a 2 year or even a six or 12 but generally people prefer to always remain 16 to 20. Those are the most beautiful years of any human lives. So lets go back and think what was happening to us at that age. What kept us young were the HORMONES. The desire to explore and conquer the world; the desire to look good; The desire to attract the other sex; The desire to smell the fresh air.
If you can still keep this up, you will look young at even 50. Trust me. That is the secret.
Now how to do this? This is a lot of work. Some of my friends go to gym to reduce weight while others cry about their mass. Unfortunately these things are only going to help with your muscles a lil, or heart, let me put in percentage, 1 %. Why? Because you are not enjoying it but forcing yourself to get on the tread mill or I dont know what people do. (Crying clears ur eyes)
Think how you changed. See worries are your companions and its always going to be there. Dont use that as an excuse to say "Worries made me what I am". Well, a part of it is true.
The other day I went to a party in a Pub. Almost all of them there were young kids. Looking for love. Where are the adults? They are at home worrying, cooking, cleaning, and mouring life. By the way I dont approve of over use of alcohol or any use of drugs OR getting preg at 16 nor having sex with a man you just met at the street light. Letting loose for few hours.
Let me sum it up. Each of us enjoy different things. The key word is ENJOY. Enjoy is not worry free or lack of responsibility enjoy, but engulfing your life you should be that kid you were when you were 16. Believe me, its very difficult.
I used to play batminton, still do, play tag, seventiles. I was a busy body. Now I dont find a lady who does this. You can find Men though doing this and they look young and vital. Ladies, its a rare sight. They always have the babies to take care of but when it comes to work to make money no complains about kids, they are on time. They are busy wanting to look like 60 at the age of 30 and later its too late. And YES they keep visiting the gym to look slim.
The day you stopped being that kid you are in your 60s. Have you noticed, women at 60does not look old. I have heard many people say "Oh my God, She never looked this good in her 30s". What is again the secret of that 60 year old, she is again starting value HER life.
Our kids are the greatest things but how many of us jump along with them and play? If you are doing atleast this, you will look the best.
Take some time to enjoy living. This is the secret. And those medicines, believe me with having artificial hormones in them will still not work for you. So why not let your body do the work of creating natural hormones for you to look FRESH.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Frequency Curve
Hello once again,
Hey, do you remember the physics classes we had. Our teach in front of the black board drawing the frequency graph. Yeah! that 's pretty much my life. I would have been on top of the world if it modulated a little less. Man, one day, its full of joy then, for a season something disturbing going on! I dont know how many of us are blessed with this kind of life, but I can assure you when we reach HOME, there is going to be a lot to chat with our Father in heaven about this journey. He may react just as I do to JoAnna, "Jessa, go take a bath. Enough of this. Eat something....." You know, the parent talk. But I sure have a lot of adventure to tell Him. He better be prepared for it. I am Crazy about HIM. My mighty God. Anyway less of spiritual and more to reality...so dear, do you know any solution? If you do please let me know.
I work with a different group of people. Each or most of them are different. Well how different? Very. They use you and then thats it. Just like the bone. They eat to your marrow and chew you out. Oh! mind you I have no issues with these people, My life is too complicated to even bother. But I do like to study people from far. I dont want to befriend any of them. Just watch the wierdness thats all!
You know something, you feel attracted to some people and nothing to others and hatred to few. I dont know why this is so? Isn't it a mystery? That person may not even be your dream figure. But something starts to come alive when around this person and even if you try not to show it, your body just don't cooperate. Believe me this is the worse situation you can be in - when you want to keep your feelings to yourself, your eyes, your body they all becomes your enemy, they just expose you. Traitors! why?
Anyway back to my curve, I need to acheive life. I need to move on in life, climb the ladder. For some people everything comes in a silver platter and others, we need to give our life for it. No no! dont say "Jessa everybody needs to work hard for acheiving this". I am tired of hearing this. Some people do get everything in life. Open your eyes wide and see.
So, How are we going to do it? To make life a little less bumpier!
Hey, do you remember the physics classes we had. Our teach in front of the black board drawing the frequency graph. Yeah! that 's pretty much my life. I would have been on top of the world if it modulated a little less. Man, one day, its full of joy then, for a season something disturbing going on! I dont know how many of us are blessed with this kind of life, but I can assure you when we reach HOME, there is going to be a lot to chat with our Father in heaven about this journey. He may react just as I do to JoAnna, "Jessa, go take a bath. Enough of this. Eat something....." You know, the parent talk. But I sure have a lot of adventure to tell Him. He better be prepared for it. I am Crazy about HIM. My mighty God. Anyway less of spiritual and more to reality...so dear, do you know any solution? If you do please let me know.
I work with a different group of people. Each or most of them are different. Well how different? Very. They use you and then thats it. Just like the bone. They eat to your marrow and chew you out. Oh! mind you I have no issues with these people, My life is too complicated to even bother. But I do like to study people from far. I dont want to befriend any of them. Just watch the wierdness thats all!
You know something, you feel attracted to some people and nothing to others and hatred to few. I dont know why this is so? Isn't it a mystery? That person may not even be your dream figure. But something starts to come alive when around this person and even if you try not to show it, your body just don't cooperate. Believe me this is the worse situation you can be in - when you want to keep your feelings to yourself, your eyes, your body they all becomes your enemy, they just expose you. Traitors! why?
Anyway back to my curve, I need to acheive life. I need to move on in life, climb the ladder. For some people everything comes in a silver platter and others, we need to give our life for it. No no! dont say "Jessa everybody needs to work hard for acheiving this". I am tired of hearing this. Some people do get everything in life. Open your eyes wide and see.
So, How are we going to do it? To make life a little less bumpier!
Monday, August 17, 2009
Met The Love of Her Life
Some people have to cross seven seas to be one with the One they love. But the final joy is precious that it cannot be described in words.
You know friend, when we go through sufferings its like a never ending road. One problem after another. Sometimes it feels like the end. Have you felt the lump in your heart when you are going through tribulations. I have and its the worst feeling of loss I never ever want to experience. But yes My life keeps telling me "There is daylight after this night. You need to sleep only 8 hours, the rest of the day is yours", but yeah to reach the daylight esp from a never ending night can be sometimes excrutiating.
My dear, you also dont worry. Lets sleep through this night somehow. There is the Sun waiting with the goodness. Need to sleep, else we will be tired to enjoy the day.
This is what happens to most of us. We are so scared, tired, worried, anxious that we cant sleep and when the light falls on our eyes we just cant enjoy, we are much too exhausted.
Hold on there Friend. We will make it.
You know friend, when we go through sufferings its like a never ending road. One problem after another. Sometimes it feels like the end. Have you felt the lump in your heart when you are going through tribulations. I have and its the worst feeling of loss I never ever want to experience. But yes My life keeps telling me "There is daylight after this night. You need to sleep only 8 hours, the rest of the day is yours", but yeah to reach the daylight esp from a never ending night can be sometimes excrutiating.
My dear, you also dont worry. Lets sleep through this night somehow. There is the Sun waiting with the goodness. Need to sleep, else we will be tired to enjoy the day.
This is what happens to most of us. We are so scared, tired, worried, anxious that we cant sleep and when the light falls on our eyes we just cant enjoy, we are much too exhausted.
Hold on there Friend. We will make it.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Celebrate the Moment
I was talking with my sister the other day. It was about her marriage. She is crazy about her husband and ofcourse my bro is too. She said, "Chechi, I am not so excited about the marriage since I know my sweet heart for the past 2 years." Mind you she is crazy about him, but just that there is not surprise. They have planned each aspect well ahead for the ritual. And ofcourse she knows him well. I told her, marriage is a one time luxury. You need to make it as sweet and memorable as ever. This is the greatest thing in any human beings life - Finding a life partner.
Our tongue is the strongest muscle in the body. Its not only physically strong but it also controls who you are. The more negative you say, the mind prepares your body to be that. The person who has learned to control his tongue, I bow my head to them.
Each good things that happens in our life we should celebrate it with fire crackers, thunder and lightening, no matter how small it may be. If you are good cook you will know this. Your food becomes as tasty as the celebration you put in making it. The outcome is only the final flame.
A day passes by only once. Cherish it. Jump, Run, I dont know, do something even if your mind says "Why are you this happy? Many have done better things than this. You should do better." I agree you can do better but you have already done this much, so go and dance, call your loved ones and enjoy that moment. Friend, this moment will never come again.
Our tongue is the strongest muscle in the body. Its not only physically strong but it also controls who you are. The more negative you say, the mind prepares your body to be that. The person who has learned to control his tongue, I bow my head to them.
Each good things that happens in our life we should celebrate it with fire crackers, thunder and lightening, no matter how small it may be. If you are good cook you will know this. Your food becomes as tasty as the celebration you put in making it. The outcome is only the final flame.
A day passes by only once. Cherish it. Jump, Run, I dont know, do something even if your mind says "Why are you this happy? Many have done better things than this. You should do better." I agree you can do better but you have already done this much, so go and dance, call your loved ones and enjoy that moment. Friend, this moment will never come again.
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