i some times wonder, y life is like this? or, is it my life alone upper walla has screwed up? or maybe i srewed it up myself? i may never know..i cannot understand ur bruise, neither can u. i feel mine hurts more than urs but i know its not true , unfortunately, this silly heart of mine cannot seem to understand. i wish i was like the person whom i know..she sees the person below her and goes "see jessa, look (how or what) at that person, what he is going thru. how lucky we are ". hell with it. i just cant seem to be like her.
is ur life like mine 10:1(sorrow:happiness)ratio? one day sunshines into my inner self the next 10 or more days its cloudy sometimes a tempest. why?
i am like a volcano. have u seen one? the sight is awesome. its surrounding is beautiful ,full of life but inside baby its another story !
may be your life is also like that, but this kambakth dhil cant understand. but i do sympathise with you. its not that i dont understand u..believe me i do.
hope god is merciful to us...i am not asking for bed of roses but a rose that flowers and not the one that is just with leaves and thorns.
life is not easy i know, but i dont want it this hard.
hope we have a better shot in this lifetime itself than having to wait another coz i believe only in the current since i dont know about the next second.
wish me luck as i do for u.
love u friend.
jessa.
1 comment:
Hi Jessa,
Never really knew that you were here. At times we are all down and miserable with our own sorts of reasons. I am no good at keeping my chin up,but do agree that doing it might easily get you through tough times. Besides,a charming little girl like you will defanitely find things going your way soon. I know so ! Good luck
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