How vain am I?
Have I not learned anything from my past?
I suffered years for them.
Or, is it that I am destined to be!
As I write this, my mind is raising, my words chaotic; my eyes clouded.
I see a beautiful world, yet I end up with a dark soul.
Do not misunderstand my words, I care a lot.
Why does my heart yearn for the forbidden?
Does it seem to you that I am heartless?
It bleeds like your love.
Where do I run to?
This molten lava is burning me from inside.
Do not look at me with the eyes of a beholder, I melt in that fire.
Do not correct me, let me live my wrong.
Do not care for me; I may want to hide under your wings.
Leave me as I am, let me walk my road.
Have you looked into my eyes?
I am sure you read my mind!
Why do you pretend?
You know my hurt, yet you look away!
Our presence in union lights up the moon
Or is it me alone that feels this way?
We sing the same tune in harmony
Or is it me alone that hears the music?
Is this words of a broken heart?
Is this the cry of the one who lost?
Or, is this the victor’s song, that wants to move on
Knowing, better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all?
