we live in a very dramatic world. all of us are different.lately i was talking with a friend of mine and he was correcting my mistakes. he is a very nice person and i respect him a lot. what he was saying was very true. he told me, jessa, u are still living as though in college. u talk friendly, u ridicule others like we are all in college. people are not like that anymore they think more than twice before saying anything. yes its true. now we cannot find anyone that friendly. the best times are the times we had in our college days. now we cannot talk to anyone. most of us put on a mask and talk only those things that makes no sensse. no one is ready to help unless they have something to gain. people loose their sense of humour as they grow old. he was teling me thats he was sorry that he teased me when in a gathering. my god! i didnt even remember that he teased me then. i never thot of it but he remembered. it never bothered me at all. i took it in a very nice sense. i wish i meet friends who are like those in my college days. the irony in all this is that my friends are all the same no one has changed so much even today, yes we have a lot of worries as a life pakage,but the others whom i meet as i travel around seems to be very very sensitive. may be its the crowd i choose, that is wrong or maybe its me. if a girl tells a joke then its wrong, but if a man does the same he is smart. ya i know i shud be cautious when talking.
we are all so uptight. we dont mingle with others. in the next place i move to, at work and else, i hope and pray i meet people who are more free and happy than those people who are all sensitive to all that is said sportively and analyze on each and every word that is said.
