i some times wonder, y life is like this? or, is it my life alone upper walla has screwed up? or maybe i srewed it up myself? i may never know..i cannot understand ur bruise, neither can u. i feel mine hurts more than urs but i know its not true , unfortunately, this silly heart of mine cannot seem to understand. i wish i was like the person whom i know..she sees the person below her and goes "see jessa, look (how or what) at that person, what he is going thru. how lucky we are ". hell with it. i just cant seem to be like her.
is ur life like mine 10:1(sorrow:happiness)ratio? one day sunshines into my inner self the next 10 or more days its cloudy sometimes a tempest. why?
i am like a volcano. have u seen one? the sight is awesome. its surrounding is beautiful ,full of life but inside baby its another story !
may be your life is also like that, but this kambakth dhil cant understand. but i do sympathise with you. its not that i dont understand u..believe me i do.
hope god is merciful to us...i am not asking for bed of roses but a rose that flowers and not the one that is just with leaves and thorns.
life is not easy i know, but i dont want it this hard.
hope we have a better shot in this lifetime itself than having to wait another coz i believe only in the current since i dont know about the next second.
wish me luck as i do for u.
love u friend.
jessa.
